I have not been alone for 10 years now. I do not even know what it feels like, to be alone. And im not talking about 1 hour at the gym, alone. Or at the grocery store, alone.
I mean a single life.
I got pregnant when I was 20. I didn't know what life was. Heck, I wasnt even old enough to drink at the bar!
I've been reading a lot of blogs lately. Girls, who are still in college. That live in an apartment. That do daily activities. Alone. They even have scheduled timeline to prove it.
I have been alone before. On vacation. Out at the bar. I don't even know what to do with myself. It makes me feel as if I missing something.
That I need to be constantly needed. Make dinner. Help with homework. Bath bodies. Tie shoes. Walk to the bus. I really do not know what or how to be alone.
I am not complaining . I love my life. I am happy. I just think sometimes. Think about the what ifs? And being alone. Is one I cannot do.
